Hello all, I am happy to announce I PASSED my boards. It was a long journey but I am officially Kristen Ann Kay Dekok RN. I studied everyday for 8 hours a day for the past month and a half and many of you know I have been very grouchy about that being that I am in Europe and I was still tied down. But the hard work paid off. Literally! It was $75 to Ohio, $200 to get a Authorization to Test Letter, and another $200 to take the test $50 to make the phone call to schedule the test, $200 for the hotel to stay in before the test, $10 to park while I took the test, you get the picture, I was figuring I would have to hold my tax returns back just to take the test again. I got there early Saturday, Dyllon and I scoped out where the building was, which is a good thing because it was above a Japanese resturant and at first I was like what the heck!!! I swear this is the address, it was, it was just above the restaurant, then we scoped out all the possible parking spots near the facility, so I thought we had it covered, Sunday we spent all day exploring Frankfurt, I will have pictures to post soon on facebook, those of you who don't have facebook, hit up a family member to see the pictures. Sunday night, I was relaxing watching T.V. with Dyllon but I still couldn't stop thinking about the test, if anyone knows me they know I am a extremely anxious and nervous person, my heart was racing, I was holding back the puke (did good all day), running to the bathroom every 5 mins. and then I broke out in hives on my legs and stomach. But I stayed strong and refused to take my Xanax. Dyllon being the awesome husband he is rubbed my back and calmed me down. Then went to bed, couldn't sleep all night, not because I wasn't tired because I was, no we picked a hotel right in front of a freaking train track no joke, I swear a train went by every 5 mins. but it didn't bother someone else because they were snoring logs! So I got up at 6:30 am even though I didn't plan on getting up till 7:30, got ready, ate breakfast, and realized it was a hour before I needed to leave, so that just lead up for more time to be nervous, left at 10:00 am for my 11:30 appointment, got to the testing center at 10:25, mind you it is only 2 miles away, that is how backed up traffic was, went all around all blocks around the building NO PARKING! Seriously!?!? Fine, I decided it was 10 mins. till 11:00 and I needed to find something because you are suppose to check in 20 mins. early, so I went to the nearest parking garage, 3 blocks from the testing center, and now decided there was only one way to make it there in time, I had to run. Well my past anatomy and physiology teacher was right, if you want to get rid of nervous energy EXERCISE before the test, because when I walked in I felt ready to take on the world, BRING IT ON! I went up to the building and the door is locked, WHAT, what is going on? Oh I have to call up to Pearson Vue, they have to look at me with a camera then let me in, okay, next I go to the 4th floor, try to open the door again, no go, they have to verify me again, open the door, walk in to hand in my paperwork, now they need to scan my finger and palm to make sure I am who I say I am, CRAZY, but someone has mastered cheating or they wouldn't do this. Anyways, sit for my test and the first question that comes up is a rhythm strip, really!?!? I decided I was going to be okay, just make the best guess possible, question after question seemed impossible, I felt as though I had never even taken nursing school, I kept telling myself calm down 15 of these questions are Guinea Pig questions anyways for future tests, finally I get to question 75, oh please, I prayed, don't let the test end here, I know if it does I failed, just give me a chance I promise I know SOMETHING. I submit the answer, and it says processing test, WHAT!?!? are you kidding? I walked out, disoriented and upset, I thought the whole way home, I didn't even get a chance. I am so glad you find out so soon, because I tell you what, it has been driving me crazy and I have never hit a refresh button so much in my life. I am befuddled that I passed and I am pretty sure that the NCLEX is a form of hazing because that by far was worse than any of Eric Mason's tests (awesome instructor who gives VERY hard tests). I will tell you though Nursing School was the hardest thing I have ever went through, it was a love hate relationship the whole way through, the NCLEX was icing on the cake, but passing was the experience of eating the whole cake by myself. I don't even care if this sounds conceded I am so proud of myself, there were so many times I didn't think I could go on anymore, but I made it and now I am ready to pursue my dreams as a Air Force RN, so I am hear to announce the Air Force is now excepting RN's with a Associate's as a Officer, they are giving medical waivers and if I can make it in the H2 hearing block and I finish a few extra college courses I will be accepted. THIS IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!
Love you ALL
XOXOXOXOX
Kristen Ann Kay Dekok RN!!!!